Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 28
The waiting room was filled with people seated in different places but waiting obviously for one person and thinking about that one person. Mr. and Mrs. Peters were there and Mrs. Peters was almost out of her mind with worry. She had paced the waiting room until she started becoming dizzy. She felt pained that she had hurt her daughter so much by keeping the truth from her when all she wanted by keeping Amaraâs birth a secret was to prevent her from getting hurt. She regretted what she did but knew that regrets and being sorry was not enough to write off the damage that the secret has caused in her daughterâs life. If only Amara could find a place in her heart to forgive herâŠ
Mr. Peters, on the other hand was angry. He felt sorry that Amara had gone through all these â ending up married to her brother and all â but most especially, he was angry that she was no longer on their side. Why did everything have to crumble just when Amara started bringing home some cash? Despite his numerous threats to his wife that he would reveal the mystery behind Amaraâs parentage, he knew that he would never have gone through with the threat; not when he knew what he could lose. He knew he could always get cash from Alex through Amara if she was on their side, but now that everything was in shambles, that possibility was totally out of the question. He had no idea what he was doing in the hospital, seated like a jobless man. Even though Amara had been a great daughter, she had made the mistake herself; she should pay for it herself. But still, it wouldnât hurt to be seen with the Senatorâs family, would it?
Mr. Bello snr sat some distance away from the rest, with his head resting heavily against the backrest. He had a lot of things to do at the office but he just could not turn a deaf ear when he heard that Amara had gone into labor prematurely. Normally, he should despise Amara for being the product of his wifeâs betrayal but he was never one to transfer aggression. He does not think and act like other men. He liked Amara a lot. She had a fierce fighting spirit which he admired. He had instantly liked her and that feeling only grew when he saw the way she was handling her odd relationship with Alex. It was not the girlâs fault that she was not conceived in a respectable way. Actually, he could not begin to imagine the level of pain and sadness Amara must be feeling, all because of the stupid actions of the woman he married. No wonder the child in the womb was reacting to the extreme tension. Even though the Senator was so worried about Amara, he hadnât been prepared to meet the culprit who got his wife pregnant. His former employee was seated in the waiting room when he arrived and right there and then, Mr. Bello wanted to forget his position in the society and break Habeebâs bones with his fists but he strictly had to put his anger under control. There would always be another place and time for that, he told himself, even though he continued to clench his fists.
Mr. Habeeb Sinja felt like his brain had contacted deadly virus. He could not process any thought normally anymore. His daughter was just behind that closed door ahead of him, struggling between life and death. His daughter! That sounded so weird even to his own inner ears. His life had been a disaster for as long as he could even remember. When Kate had pushed him out of her life and out of his livelihood, his life had crumbled. He hadnât expected to fall in love with Katherine but then, she had dumped him like a piece of trash. It had been expected though; who wouldnât see that coming when she was obviously married with a child. He should have been wise enough to avoid any dealings with her; or even wise enough to keep his heart under lock and key. But then, he had fallen for her and had paid dearly for it. He hadnât been able to love again. After many years of staying alone, his family had forced a woman on him. He had married her and even though he did not love her, he respect her and treated her well until he was able to see her as a friend. But then, tragedy struck again and she died in an accident, along with their three years old son. Destroyed beyond redemption, he had joined the police force, not even considering another marriage. And now, he had a daughter? He could not lose his daughter when he just found her. He just couldnât. Not even the presence of his ex-boss could stop him from praying for his daughterâs wellbeing.
Alex carried a bottle of hot wine in his hand but he was not drinking it. Ever since he found out his true relationship Amara, he had been drinking, just hoping that he would forget everything. But after drinking himself to stupor and the haze cleared, he was left with his problems looming over him, looking bigger than it was the last time. He had instantly got a lawyer to process their divorce, but that still did not change the fact that he had been married to his sister, did it? It did not change the fact that he had treated his sister like a piece of trash to be used and trampled on at every given point in time. She was there right now, laboring to birth the child that he had put in her, but what could he do? He could not do anything but wait helplessly.
He turned to look at the woman he called mother and moved farther away from her. She was still crying, biting her fingers occasionally but Alex could not feel anything but anger towards her. She had been the originator of this mess; she effectively destroyed everyone because of her selfish desires.
Kelvin could not keep still, he was either seated or standing or pacing. His thoughts were in complete disarray. He tried to come up with clues of what Amara was going through in there but had no idea. He had never been in the labor room with anyone but experienced women always said that a woman in labor was a handshake away from death. They had explained the pain that they go through until Kelvin almost could boast of a mental picture of the entire process, but waiting in the waiting room was giving him too much tension. Tola and Tina were also as agitated as kelvin, pacing the hall with their mouths murmuring inaudible prayers.
The door opened and a doctor walked out. Everyone ran to him, firing different questions which, at the same time, had the same meaning. The doctor, looking completely strained, shook his head. âI am sorryâŠâ
Hushed silence fell on everyone at once. âSorry for what?â Tina criedâŠ
Pain was the only word I knew. Pain! That throbbing feeling that spreads through the body, soul and spirit until you canât think about anything other than pain. I squirmed, screamed, pushed and pushed until my lower body felt like it was on fire. The word âPushâ was repeated over and over again until the word became permanently stamped in my head. I screamed in extreme pain and tears rolled down from my eyes as I gripped the sheets on the bed. I bit down on my lips to stop myself from screaming helplessly in pain but it was not enough to prevent my unconscious exclamations.
Then, the pain subsided and vanished altogether. Complete silence reigned. Even the ticking of my heartbeat was silenced and I could hear nothing at all. It was a complete contrast to the noise and screams that reigned barely seconds ago. Surprisingly, the silence was more scary than the noise. I wanted that noise again. It was like everyone had vanished from the earth and I was left all alone. I donât want to be alone! I donât want to be left all by myself! But then, I remembered. I have always been alone! The people who wanted me did not belong to me, yet, the people I belonged to did not want me. What a dilemma. How could a person want to return to that? How can I even want to return to that?
But I am a fighter, I donât give up. I have things to prove to myself and the people who rejected and abused me. That alone is a reason to live.
I felt a hand brush shakily against my cheeks. The soft caress almost made me sigh but then, as I slipped back to a conscious state, I felt that overwhelming pain again. It was not as worse as I last remembered, but it was there nonetheless. I opened my eyes slowly and felt a form looming over me. I raised my eyes and caught Kelvinâs extremely worried look. As our eyes held, relief washed over him but his worried look was still there. âHeyâ he whispered with a soft smile. He bent over and kissed my forehead, lingering longer than he ought. He sat carefully at the edge of the bed and I noticed his heavy eyes which showed that he hadnât slept for a while. My hand felt weak but I raised it to his face.
âYou shouldnât be so worried about meâ I croaked out weakly.
He smiled and kissed the inside of my palm. âI canât help myself honeyâ he said softly. âHow are you feeling?â
Truthfully, I wasnât feeling anything but pain, but how could I tell him that when he was so worried about me. âI am fineâ I said.
His eyes flashed with something I could not recognize and he bent to kiss my cheeks. âI really want you to be fine sweetheartâ he whispered. âBe fine for meâ he scent enveloped my senses. That scent that was always clinging to him.
I noticed something different about me, and then stiffened. âKel, where is my baby?â I asked and he froze.
âFine. Your baby is fineâ he answered hurriedly.
I stiffened. âYou are a poor liar Kelvin, where is my baby?â Fear gripped me as I saw Kelvin struggle. Raising my voice was causing incredible pains but I endured it. âWhere is my son Kelvin? I know he is a boy. Where is he?â I cried, trying to sit up, to look around.
âCalm down Ara. PleaseâŠâ he forced me on my back. âLie still Ara, please. You are not strong enoughâ. He pressed a bell closed to my bed, using one hand to keep me glued to the bed.
I tried to relax. âI am calm now Kelvin, tell me where my child is. I need to see himâ I begged.
âYou need to get better first, then I would take you honey, pleaseâ he begged.
âSomething is wrong, right? Something is wrong with him?â I asked with pale face.
The doctor and two nurses entered then and Kelvin moved away. I was held down firmly by the nurses and I saw the doctor holding an injection. I turned my eyes to the nurses. âPlease tell me where my baby is⊠my baby boy⊠please tell meâŠâ
âHe is fine ma. Please calm downâ one nurse said and then, I felt the piercing pain of the injection. My eyes became fuzzy and I blinked as my eye lids closed of their own volition. Before I passed into the state of unconsciousness, I caught Kelvinâs pained expression and got my answer.
Kelvin held onto my hand tightly and I gazed up at him. âI told you I can walk on my ownâ I murmured. I was already discharged and free to go home but how can I feel happy about going home when I wasnât carrying a child with me. Stillbirth!!! The word rang over and over and I steeled myself against crying. I have cried enough tears to last a lifetime. Tina and Tola had visited, trying to encourage me by making me see the positive side of the situation but I still felt shattered. Even though my child was a product of an abominable act, I still wanted him, because, at least, I would know that I have something or someone who was truly mine. I would know that I have my child to encourage me, but then, I have to face the harsh realities of knowing that I am always alone. Kelvinâs hand tightened and I smiled. At least, there is someone who would not leave me; or some people, I thought, thinking of Tola and Tina.
Kelvin paused as he was about to open a door. I looked at him and he smiled down at me. He kissed my forehead and opened the door, and then I saw them. All of them! Everyone that helped in destroying my life! I stood still and turned my eyes to Kelvin. âI prevented them from seeing you throughout your stay here honey, but I could not prevent thisâ he explained.
I sighed and faced them. I had no feelings left. I could not even feel anger, hatred or dismay; I just wanted this to be the last time I ever saw them or most of them at least.
âAmara⊠My baby⊠Amara⊠How are youâŠ? I am sorryâŠâŠâ different things were thrown hurriedly by everyone; I did not even bother to know who was asking what. I just wanted to leave this place. But a few last words were in order.
âPlease listen to meâ I said, raising my voice. âI am fine. You all do not have to worry falsely about me. It is too late to worry about what I might be feeling.â I said with a vague amused look. âI am happy that I am seeing you all now, because I might not see you anymore, and I would be extremely happy if I never see most of you again.â Silence fell over everyone and I turned to Alex coolval stories.
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