Episode 44
“The past will always pop up after a makeup, you sure have to make plans to deal with it, it doesn’t go away too easily ”
This was the main reason I couldn’t sleep with those girls back in Nigeria
Me: Ooh so you are implying you would have if it were the opposite
Clyde: I didn’t say that, please if we are going to make this relationship work, You have to at least give me the benefit of the doubt sometimes
Am here now, I did exactly as you want, and I said I love you, What proof do you need again, Please Babs
Me: As if you gave me any, I said silently
Okay, what do you want me to do?
No the question is, was this before you decided to sleep out or when.
Clyde: Do we have to go into this again please?
Me: I thought you wanted solutions to your problem down there
Then answer my questions
Clyde: I hope this doesn’t change anything between us
You remember those early mornings I get angry unnecessarily, it was because I couldn’t get it off sometimes, I had to force myself which you end up sleeping early
Me: Yes I remember, you always blame me for sleeping early, You knew this and you still blamed me
Why didn’t you talk to me, am beginning to think the girls were to test your theory
Which failed and would have made your so called revenge then successful
Is the fault from me or you?
No wonder you said am not good in bed, meaning am the problem
Was I not attractive enough, what wasn’t I doing right
Clyde: Babs until when will you stop bringing this up, I guess my whole life,
I just have to get used to it
This doesn’t make me love you the least
But maybe if I don’t have to stay in the same house with your Dad, I would have tried a lot harder
Me: What is that supposed to mean
Is my Dad holding your manhood?
Were you not the one who decided to enter every w—e you see
Clyde: Babs sorry, I didn’t mean it that way
And I didn’t sleep with any w—e, not after we got married
I only kept it a secret because I didn’t want you to worry
Me: It does get me worried, when you keep such things from me
Clyde: But am telling you now, I want to be with you
But we will need time, if you are up for it I will be glad
I finally calmed down after some few talks here and there
Me: Let’s talk tomorrow I then tried to sleep, but was awake watching him sleep all-night
I thought of peeping to see what he was actually referring to as I didn’t take a look earlier
No wonder,
Since Clyde moved in
We only go beyond his belly
He has become so protective of touching him down there
No doubt, he sleeps like a prince
I remember the first week after he moved in
He either takes his bath when am not around or when am fast asleep
But this doesn’t call for hidding his body from me
Unless there’s something else he is not telling me
If I were him, I wouldn’t even try keeping another secret
I thought to myself
I love this prince
I will definitely forgive him one day
Until that happens, let me try and give him my support
Since then we try so many times in a day.
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