Episode 23

SHARON

Unconditional love in its most simplest form means appreciating someone else for who they truly are. It means loving them when they are unlovable, and in spite of their imperfections and mistakes. At a deeper level, it means never, ever questioning whether you’ll feel any other way toward a person. It’s just a comfortable knowing that this is a constant in your life. It will always just “be.”

When you think of unconditional love, the first thing you think of is the love a parent has for a child. But most of us strive to have those same feelings toward our friends, family and especially our lovers . You want to be a person who helps them achieve their dreams and be there to celebrate with them when they do. And if they don’t and their hearts break, you offer to pick up the broken pieces. You do it all because you know they would do the same for you.

Caleb has been gone from home for a week now ,I tried calling him but his phone was off..not my phone ,he warned me from getting another phone and he doesn’t give me money any more ,he is now in charge of the boutique and the house he got for me ..

you are lucky you know where your husband is ,mine I haven’t seen him” I said

he is still punishing you ” maria asked

Sweetie not just punishing ,I can’t explain it ” I said

he still wants a divorce” she asked

no ,he just wants to take a second wife ” I said

I got up and went to get get juice .

second wife ” she asked as I handed her the glass of juice .

let him take a second wife ,it would be better ,maria he doesn’t eat my food ,if am around he can’t be next to me ” I said

he is still hurt my darling ” she said

I don’t know what to do ” I said

try doing something sexy ,wear a sexy lingerie and see if he still loves you ” she said

if you know when last I shaved you wouldn’t be saying all those things” I said

its a bush ” she teased

yes ,you know I haven’t been feeling sexy ” I said

oh please get sexy ” she said

she left after an hour ,the boys were home ..I went to take a shower ,I needed to please my man if he is coming today or tomorrow …I put on my rob .

I dished out for the boys and let took the to bed . I slept in Caleb’s room but

unfortunately he didn’t show up ..I got the disappointment of my life ..I just hugged the pillow and went to lala land on his bed. .

hey hey ” he shook me

hey babe ” I said opening my eyes

what are you doing here ” he asked

I wanted to surprise you ” I said

for what ” he asked

Caleb I miss you ,I miss us ” I said

he held the closet door for a while ..

I want to fix our marriage” I said

he turned and smiled ..

Caleb please ” I wrapped my hands around his neck ..

he removed them

go to your room.” he said

I walked away . I cried till i had no tears .

it was a weekend …

get the clothed from your boss’s room ” I ordered .

my husband’s laundry I always do it because I love doing it lol …

I found a white shirt with lipstick all over it and also wrapper of condoms ,I wanted to cry but hey I bought on myself .

I was asking for some money to take the boys out ” I said

he got some money in his wallet and handed it to me ..

thank you ” I said

you want something else” he asked

I was asking for the car keys ” I said

he handed me the keys for hilux ..we went for ice cream with my babies ..

mummy you got vanilla” malumbo said

yes and you got chocolate ,jr got strawberry” I said

excuse me miss” he said

Mrs ” I said

the gentleman over there he was wondering if you would like another round of ice cream” he asked

tell the gentleman that,no thanks” I said

we continued chatting with my babies ..

hey love ” selina said

bigger mama ” the boys said

bigger mama ” I asked

your kids are weird ,just because they call chuma big mama ,am bigger mama ” she laughed

mummy we are done can we go to the park “jr asked

yes sure ” I said

let’s go we need some catching up ” she said ..

I couldn’t thank selina enough she stood by me when everyone didn’t . .

how is my brother ” she asked

I guess he is fine “I said

what do you mean ” she asked

he just came home after a week” I said

I will talk to him” she said

it’s fine ,he is still hurt and I understand him ,he is still trying to process” I said

process what Sharon??,cheating hurts yes but you need to move on pass everything ” she said

the boys were having the time of their life …

we went back home

Blessings please bath the boys ” I said

okay madam” she said

is you boss around ” I asked

yes ,he is in the study” she said

alone” I asked

no madam” she said

okay go bath the boys ” I said

I went to the study before I could open the door,i heard people moaning on top of their voices..the pain was just unexplainable..I rushed to my room and cried .

mummy food is ready ” malumbo said

okay baby” I said

I wasn’t hungry but for my kids I will force myself.

I found Caleb eating ..

mummy sit next to daddy ” jr said

am fine right here ” I said

mummy ” jr shouted

just sit ” Caleb said

I sat next to him , blessings brought my plate ..I kept on playing with the food ,my mind was just somewhere far .

mummy you are not eating” jr asked

mummy is not hungry,i had too much ice cream” I said

okay but eat alittle” jr said

Caleb’s phone rung and a picture of the girl pop on the caller ID. .

hey sexy ” he answered

he got up and left the room .

I couldn’t eat ..

Blessings put this food away I will eat tomorrow” I said

mummy let’s go you read a story” jr said

okay let’s go” I said

I read a story to them and by the time I was done they were all sound asleep. .

as I was about to leave the boy’s room I bumped into Caleb all dressed up .

where are you going” I asked

how is that your business” he asked

you are my husband” I said

last time I remembered you and I ain’t married ” he said

Caleb don’t do this to me ,you have punished me enough” I said

am not punishing you ,am leaving my life ” he said

ok please don’t have sex in the house ,the boys can hear you ” I said

okay ” he said

take care of yourself” I said

he walked away ..

is what he is doing hurting me,of course yes,i miss my husband and I pray he doesn’t do anything stupid for revenge but as long as he comes back home am okay .