Episode 19

SHARON

3MONTHS_LATER

Being faithful and monogamous is not natural for human beings. It takes work. Deep down we all know that. We have all been tempted to stray at some point or another. Even when it was only a fleeting thought and we didn’t act on it. Every time we acknowledge that someone of the opposite sex is “attractive” or “sexy” we are doing nothing other than pointing out that they would be a suitable mate. Not acting on that natural impulse to want to mate with a viable mating partner requires a conscious decision. It’s a constant struggle between what your body wants, and what the civilized part of your brain says you should do, in order to avoid the negative consequences of cheating on your spouse and ruining your long-term relationship. That’s why affairs, and extra-marital sex, are often referred to as “a moment of weakness.

where did you go? ” he asked

where did you go” I asked as well?

I ask you a question and you ask me a question are you insane ” he asked

I went out with my friends” I said removing my shoes

which friends because I called all your friends and denied seeing or being with you “he said

Caleb am not in the mood for your drama ” I said

Sharon am asking where you were and here you are saying am causing drama” he said

I walked away. he followed me.

this is not you; you are supposed to be home taking care of our kids but you are busy going out ” he complained.

you can’t stay home and take care of our sons, am sick and tired of your nagging ” I said

am nagging ” he asked

what’s wrong with you aaiii?” he asked

what’s wrong is that my husband doesn’t trust me” I said

whatever ” he walked

my phone rung and it was my girl Maria

mama” I answered

where did you go ” she whispered?

I went out ” I answered

where your husband has been calling like crazy “she said

let him call” I said

Sharon you are married for Christ sake, those infidelity of yours won’t take you anywhere” she said

so, it’s okay for a man to cheat but not a lady right ” I asked

infidelity of a man doesn’t break a home ” she said

any whatever ” I hung

I went to our room, so I went to kabwe and it was amazing my darling kabwe warrior spoiled me rotten, the sex just was off this moon.

do you know that your son has been sick “he said?

Caleb you are a doctor you can’t heal him ” I asked removing my clothes.

don’t you know that, he also needs his mother around huh” he yelled

don’t yell at me okay ” I said

I got my towel and took a bath.

the sex that Andrew gave me, it was all fabulous, the man can hit you in all angles. I got out and Caleb was awake.

I put in my nighty dress and went to check up on malumbo. indeed, he wasn’t feeling well his body temperature was high.

mummy ” he said with his eyes closed

am here, you want me to sleep with you ” I asked

yes mummy ” he said

okay my little man ” I said

I slept next to him.

in a week time, he was back to his feet and busy making noise in the house.

chuma walked in looking hot, this is my body goals after baby. Caleb’s family were just perfect, these people when God was creating them, he indeed took his time …

hey you ” she said lifting malumbo up

big mama ” he said

big mama misses you, arent you going with me today ” she asked

am going” he said

this your boy, he is growing up so fast ” she said

he is big ” I said

when am I holding another family member” she said?

soon ” I said

how soon, you need to pop out those babies because if you reach 35 you won’t be able to look this hot” she laughed

am done with two, the way Caleb did me bad, I have a bad experience with pregnancy” I said

come on ” she laughed

Caleb walked in; he looks different .in a bad way though he had lost a bit of weight.

what’s wrong with you, your wife hasn’t been feeding you well ” she teased

she has work has been stressing me of late ” he said

daddy big mama is here to get me,” malumbo said

why do you let him call you that?” he asked

I love it ” she said

yes, even tell Caleb, big mama is home alone ” he said

where is everyone ” I asked

they went to see my in-laws” she said

and you didn’t go ” he asked

please my mother in-law is just something else ” she said

Blessings pack few clothes for the boys,” I said

okay madam” blessings said.

I prepared lunch and dished out for everyone. Caleb barely eats and my husband enjoys my food. chuma left and I started cleaning our room.

I told maria that I had a boyfriend but I never told jasmine because I know she will start judging and I wasn’t in the mood for her judgment.

Andrew called that he had a surprise for me and I couldn’t wait though I had a bad feeling about going.

babe let’s do it another day ” I suggested

I want today babe” he said

okay let me just shower” I said

okay babe ” he hung up.

I called maria we chatted a bit than got ready. I wore my blue ripped jeans and red pumps with a black leather jacket.

I put the phone in my pocket and I was good to go …it was 18 and the good part was Caleb called that he will be home later and I wasn’t in the mood for his nagging.

his house was dark, I called him and he told me to come in.

I entered, do you know those club light, like different colors, you can’t see anyone face but you can. see their bodies.

babe switch the lights on” I said

no, my love ” he said

I can’t see your face.my love ” I said

come here ” he kissed me

you are scaring me “I said

I love you ” he said

I love you too babe ” I said

I didn’t know that love can be this beautiful, babe you have showed me the true meaning of love, I love you rose and I can’t wait to spend the rest of your life with me ” he said

bae that’s so sweet” I said

will you marry me Rose?” he asked

oh my gosh I don’t know what to say ” I stammered

just say yes” he said

the lights were on and the men I date were standing next to Andrew.

say yes rose ” Caleb said. I became weak…

I didn’t know what I was going to say.

your cousin here helped me plan this day ” Andrew said

this is all for the love I have for you Rose ” Caleb said

Caleb please ” I said

Caleb, I thought he was Joe” Andrew said

this woman here, dear Andrew she is a married, she has kids ” Caleb said

wait what ” Andrew said

she has been sleeping with you idiots and you couldn’t ask about her family or know where she stays with, the only thing you were worried about was her p—y, you can keep her I don’t need her ” Caleb walked away.

why did you lie ” Andrew asked?

not now please” I said

I followed Caleb.

babe. am sorry ” I cried

you are sorry really, you come to the house and pack all your things, I don’t need you, I want a divorce” he said

Caleb you can’t do that ” I said

watch me ” he said

I held his leg.

before I do anything stupid let go of my leg, you disgust me ” he said

he had tears in his eyes. you could tell from his voice that he was hurt.

I got in the cab and went home. I found him, holding a bottle of whiskey.

babe please ” I cried