Episode 46
Hey everyone. It’s Dave here. It’s been quite a while from the beginning of this story, till now. Spanning over three years. To be a writer is not easy, I’m not even considered a writer because my first ever story, I didn’t actually complete it. Well, lemme just say one or two things about my self, and what I have gone through this past few years that has made me not to continue this story.
Well, to begin with, back then when I started this story, I was using one small Nokia phone, which has a limit in letters that can be typed, that’s why the episodes at the beginning were short. But back then, I’ve read a lot of stories here, and I was motivated to write my own story, a fictional story nonetheless with fictional characters. I began the story, and I must say you guys really encouraged me. So I continued the story, and tried for a little bit, then things in the real world got so difficult. I became faced with one problem after another. I was arrested, spent a month in jail, without trial, because of finding myself in a wrong place at the wrong time, at which period my family wasn’t even aware of anything that transpired because as a “Cultist” which they termed me, I was being transferred to Their headquarters and might even be put on death roll. Seriously, those times were hard. Thankfully, one of my family friends was in the force, and was present when I was brought as a transferee and he identified me immediately, but I still wasn’t released, but he helped contact my family members. They came swiftly, and tried to bail me, but the charges against me were too high. I spent one month in agony and pain for a crime I didn’t commit.
When I was finally released, we had spent nothing less than 130k for different procedures, lawyers and the likes.
After that, I became focused on trying to get back up, that I had little or no concern about this ongoing story. I tried getting work, did somethings here and there, but nothing feasible. Then last year, my dad died.
I can say sincerely that I became depressed. I didn’t go to work, I became rough, in short, living became something else. I know I’m not the first to lose a dad, but I got it hard.
So from then till now I’ve been depressed, I tried to continue the story once more the beginning of this year, thinking maybe since its a new year, it brings new possibilities, I didn’t know it had more difficulty for me. My closest friend died in my arms. Last year before this time, I got involved in an accident and broke my leg. I’ll attach a photo so you can see.
All this should have made me look for solace in writing, but I couldn’t. I just kept to myself and couldn’t even read stories anymore. To read became an issue,even though I enjoyed doing it in the past.
I’m sorry once more if it seemed like I wasn’t serious with the story or I just wanted to waste ur time. but depression and money issues really got me down. I guess that’s life though.
I’m writing this because I want forgiveness and also a chance to continue the story, as best I can and I want You guys to speak freely, insult even, if that’s what’s on your mind, no hard feelings. I didn’t try at all. All I just want is for you guys to tell me what’s on your mind, if I should try and continue the story or not, though I can’t even remember the way I wanted the storyline before and the ending, in fact I can’t even remember my own story anymore, I’ll just try and read it again from the beginning, so I can continue, that’s if I’m permitted.
So please your comments are welcomed, and once again my sincere apologies.
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