Episode 50
I wanted us to go to the nearest soccer field so that we could chill and feed our eyes, but Kennedy didnât agree with my suggestion. I was amazed by his response. I used to have the mentality that all men were soccer addicts, but Kenâs case was so different. He insisted that we should go into the close-by playground instead. Left with no plausible alternative, I agreed at last, walking ahead of him and stopping from time to time just to sip my yoghurt and chew my cake. Ken noticed the way I was eating the snack, then he laughed to his satisfaction, and told me to stop feigning elegance just to please him. He assumed I was âformingâ to have the same qualities of a cultured princess who was born and bred in a royal palace so that heâd be impressed with me. I just hissed at his shallow remark and elbowed him again before I explained the dos and donâts of my habits, one of which included eating decently without making unnecessary sounds that could be a form of inconvenience to other people. Even when I used to chew bubblegum in the past, I made sure I didnât blow and pop bubbles because it looked like childâs play and utter stupidity to me. Despite everything I said, he still wasnât convinced by my explanation. I wasnât in the mood for an argument. All I did was to roll my eyes, sigh and continue eating my cake in a leisurely manner. Arguing with someone like Kennedy was a total waste of time. Heâd always be the same doubting Thomas no matter how hard one tried to make him see the light, and I just didnât happen to be in the mood for anybodyâs negative energy today.
At long last, we got to the playground and sat on a particular bench that was under the shade of a canopy. There were lots of children in the large open space, playing with each other. Some were with their parents and some came with their older sisters and brothers. Others were alone but werenât lonely, because there were a lot of friendly kids, swings and slides for them to play with if they wanted to. The serenity of the atmosphere was the best one Iâd seen and felt in a while. I was at peace with my conscience, knowing I had the rare privilege of breathing, eating and drinking again after what I had foolishly attempted the previous week.
âIs everything okay?â
I was jolted out of my reverie by Kenâs question. After blinking and taking deep breaths, I answered softly: âYeah. Sure. Iâm good! Why?â
âYour facial expression.â He muttered, chewing a chip of fried potato as if he hadnât eaten in years. âItâs quite blue. Whatâs eating you up? Anything at all you might like to share with me?â
âI wishâŠâ I mumbled, pursing my lips, finding it hard to form coherent words, ââŠyou know. I meanâŠâ
âWhatâs on your mind, Lola? Tell me. Iâm listening.â
I had a brief mental debate about whether or not to speak, before settling for the positive side at last. After eating the last piece of chocolate cake in the nylon, I dropped the yoghurt on the bench, took another deep breath, exhaled and started to explain:
âI just canât believe Iâm still alive, though.â I started off with a low tone, fiddling with my fingernails again, staring into thin air. âI should have died. You know?â
âHey, shush!â Kenâs soft voice reproved me at once. âDonât say that, dear. Look around you, if anything, you should be grateful for having the chance to witness another day like this one. Stop catching negative vibes and embrace positivity, darling. Itâll do you more good. I can assure you that!â
âItâs easy for you to say, since you havenât lost a limb before. Donât you think?â
âLook here.â He said with a quick but gentle tap on my shoulder. âLook at me, Lola.â
Like a mindless puppet, I obeyed. I was curious to know what exactly he had in his mind.
âIf I were you Iâd be grateful for the sufficient grace I have.â He said, leaving his hand on my shoulder. âCompared to the beggars on the streets, youâre quite blessed beyond what mere words can express. At least, you have a roof over you head. You eat good food, which Iâm sure is like three square meals per day, âcause you look so healthy to me. Youâve got a loving family that takes you for who you are. You also have a best friend who always has your back in difficult times. I mean, Lola, what more could anybody ask for? Count your blessings for once! Learn to see the truth about yourself!â
âWhat truth?â I asked, furrowing my brows, confused. âYouâre making it sound like itâs so easy. See, you have no idea of what Iâve been through in life! You donât even know me too well. You believe that ifââ
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